this is frustrating 🙄

Im so ready to meet my little girl. My doctor stopped my labor TWICE , once at 30 weeks and again at 36 + 2. After the second time I don't feel her as much and it's really scaring me. She moves but not as much as she used to. To be honest I don't really expect to be full term because well I wasn't full term when my mom had me and my SO wasn't either. And we was both born at 36 weeks . I'm not trying to seem selfish but something just doesn't seem right to me 😔