I Was so angry. But now my mind is at ease

So this month has been crazy to me. Today I am still currently late for AF. 29 days to be exact.

A little background

I had stopped trying to conceive in October. Meaning. I stopped obsessing over making a baby. (But I would still keep track of when I had sex) So the last month I had realized after checking the calendar that I baby dance on almost all my fertile days. So I fell back into the obsession kinda. I then got excited but not too excited because I knew I still had the tww. So when my first day late for AF came i got excited again. But I said nope cuz AF can be very evil. So day two late turn into week two. Then week three now week four. And I'm still testing negative. I am cramping a lot more this last week. But I have came to the conclusion that maybe I just didn't ovulate. And I finally reached a point (today) where I am OK with it.

Anyways thanks for listening

Baby dust to you all 💜💚❤