I had a soda today.

I've been super stressed the last couple of days and everything makes me cry which isn't my usual and hasn't been this intense since the early weeks of my pregnancy. This morning i woke up to really bad stomache pains i hopped right into a hot shower and it calmed down but i still felt off and i was getting super worried so today being my day off I went out, got a hero and a vanilla coke (both of which I've denied myself for months now) drove down to the bay to eat said hero and drink said coke while the sunset which I definitely thought would make me cry (cause it's so goddamn pretty) but I just felt so happy. Baby girl started kicking me which was a relief even if it was just because of the caffeine it felt good to feel her all feisty. And in the end I feel a million times better almost well rested. :)