What to do?? ( little rant post)

"Sigh"

I don't know where to start... Lately I have been stressing out alot with work .. My husband lost his job and even thou he's applying everywhere .. Still no luck.. We have 3 beautiful boys .. So u can imagine how huge the weight is for me ( been the only one working) I'm so stressed and frustrated. Then out of nowhere I get a call that my mom has been diagnosed with dementia and it's progressing very quickly. . They live 9 hours away from us .. N how I wish I could hug her n tell her everything will be OK like she use to do to me when I was little.... I'm trying so hard to be so strong because I have too but deep inside I'm breaking down quickly.. Everybody expects me to be so freaking strong but I'm a human being .. I can't be sometimes.

Now I'm sitting here jus bawling my eyes out ...not knowing what to do or how to cope with everything... Sorry for my rant