impatient pregnancy / are you afraid for labor?

I am a ftm and will be at 6 weeks tomorrow. I am so impatient when I am awaiting something I look forward to.... (hellooo, amazon prime anyone? 😂😄) it feels like pregnancy is going to last forever and I am wanting my bump to come in and I want to meet my baby! I am so anxious for him or her to be here but I'm afraid afterwards I will feel like I didn't allow myself to really appreciate being pregnant...when so many women in the world pray for this miracle to happen to them I feel like I should relish in each moment and be grateful...HOWEVER I am TERRIFIED about the actual labor / giving birth part. Even thinking about blood or wounds or hospitals make me soooo queezy and light headed I am afraid I won't be able to do it.