Binge eating/depression

Hey my name is Marissa. I've always struggled with my weight. I have depression and anxiety. I had my thyroid removed because of cancer and I blame my problems on it now over a year later. Eating "calms me". I have a binge eating disorder I think. Really want to find the strength inside myself to get healthy. But I just ate wayyyy too many potstickers in one sitting and couldn't stop... anyone have experience with binge eating? How do I make it stop? 😨