Depression and having friends

It's hard for me to want to hang out with anyone. Mostly because I get really self conscious. I've gained weight and I don't want them to see that. Plus I have trouble taking care of myself. My nails are all messed up and ugly. My car is HORRIBLE (it would seriously take days to clean) and both my friends don't have cars right now. I just don't want to look like I'm not put together because I'm honestly not. This is a hard time in my life rn.

What should I do? I can't keep putting off hanging out with them. I miss them