Background: I'm a young mother and my baby was going to be adopted. I ended up changing my mind after she was born and am now raising her. She is only 3 weeks old rn. When she was born and they asked me for her name I gave them the name that the adoptive parents picked out because I had not changed my mind yet. I already wasn't the biggest fan of this name at the end of the pregnancy, but figured she was theres and wanted to just keep my mouth shut. Now I'm three weeks in and I literally call her every nickname I can but never call her by her name, I'm just not in love with it. I feel like it makes it harder for me to move past this, and having PPD I feel like I'm not bonding with her and wonder if changing her name would help.