I feel numb today, all week I have felt anxious and like I've been kicked in the chest. Today, I'm numb. We had a stillbirth on September 20th, I was 23 weeks along. Today, was her due date. She wouldn't have been here today, I would be uncomfortable and anxiously awaiting her arrival. Instead I'm hit with another reminder that she isn't here. I hate that I didn't get to know her, I hate that I don't get to feel her move or hold her in my arms. The ache in your arms after you lose a child is a very real thing, today my arms ache. RIP baby girl, you will be forever missed but I know you are in a better place so I can't complain. 😘😇❤💔