I'm 21 and miscarried in June at 13 weeks. My blood work came back high risk for trisomy 13/18. The chances were 1 in 5, which is the risk someone in their 40s would have. I was terrified because I was going through this alone, baby daddy wanted no part in it (we were in a different t situation then, much different and much better now) and I've never been pregnant before so it was really scary. Just a few days prior to getting the call about the blood work, I was given a sonogram and my baby had a heartbeat and was wiggling all around. I had a scheduled CVS test for the next day. On the ultrasound, it showed the baby no longer had a heartbeat and said it was most likely because of the trisomy. 

What scares me the most is getting pregnant again. I don't ever want to go through that again, it was so emotionally damaging and so painful. I had a d&c done a few days later. Laying there, having them prepare me for the operation with the oxygen mask and IV and getting ready to give me the anesthesia, I cried so much. I was scared for the d&c and upset because I knew when I woke up I wouldn't have my baby inside me anymore. 

I don't know why my blood work came back so high risk, I'm healthy and young but I think it's something that happens at the time of conception. So I was wondering if anyone has been through this, got pregnant again and had a healthy, full term pregnancy? Since I miscarried and my blood work came back high risk, will my next pregnancy be consisted high risk? Is it more likely now that I will run into complications in pregnancy?

As scared as I am about it, I want nothing more than to have a baby. I'm ready and hopeful, but just so terrified.