Questioning God today
Let me start off by saying I'm a Christian. I don't go to church, but I was raised Baptist and I continue to lean on my faith for comfort. When things happen in my life, such as my miscarriages and my divorce from my first husband (he was abusive), I took them as teaching moments. "It wasn't the right time" or "that door closed so that a better one could open". And I honestly believe and feel these trials have made me a more patient, mature and strong person. But as my husband and I approach nearly 2 years of trying to have a baby (been off bc pills for 3) and I see $hit like this, it makes me nauseous. I type this as I sit in my OB/GYNs office for yet another visit to figure out what's going on. Another visit of watching little round bellies waddle back to receive their US and discuss plans for delivery. It hurts, it hurts so bad...and then I see this news article and I want to vomit and question God. WHY?!?! Why are POS like this blessed with the miracle of a child and I'm not! I'm 30, I'm a BSN nurse, I've been married for 5 years. We both have good jobs, we are responsible, we volunteer, we help people. We both have wonderful families!!! I know so many of you probably feel the same but I just needed to vent 😭
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