OK so I am 8 days passed my period. Been having symptoms and there is no reason why I should be late I haven't been around anyone long enough for my period to sync up with them. I have tested twice and both negatives. But still no period and no sign of my period. The reason why this is so important to me is because my fiance also thinks I am pregnant. And if I am this will be our miracle baby. My fiance had surgery down below when he was a kid. Doctor said he had about a three percent chance of having kids when he was older. My fiance also told me that before me, he had tried with other girls he had been with, but since it never happened they left him and ended up pregnant right away with the next guy they had found. So of course it made him feel horrible.

I am not going to leave him BTW if I don't get pregnant. But anyways he has it set in his head that he will never have a kid if his own. But his face... when I told him I'm late and want to buy a test. It crushed me like he didn't care. 😖 Because he really believes it's not possible. But now that it has been longer with me going without a period he is getting more and more excited. I need this to be a positive. I know I can't control it. I just don't want him to be let down again. We want our miracle baby. And no I'm not making myself believe I am pregnant and getting the ghost symptoms or what ever you call it. I know the possibility and I'm sitting here waiting for my period to come. I even run to the bathroom thinking I start but nothing. I'm just patiently waiting for my period or my positive. I just hope it's one and not the other.

Mind you: this took alot for me to say and also took alot for me to not post anonymously so please keep the rude comments to yourself.