I honestly feel like a waste of space. I feel like it all would better if I wasn't here. Nobody would have to worry about me. Nothing in my life is working out. NOTHING! Maybe I'm just a lazy worthless nobody like my mother says? Maybe my daughter would be better with my mom because she basically takes care of her since I'm a high school drop out and ain't got a job to provide for her. I really don't know my purpose in this world. Maybe it's to be everyone's punching bag? Maybe it's to be the ugly, fat, lazy girl that I am? My life is just a big fuck up. Just realizing that nobody's entitled to a good life. That there may not be light at the end of the tunnel. That I will not see better days. Pretty soon my mom will end up kicking me out and taking my daughter from me. Then what will I do? Be even more depressed then I already am. I'm such an ugly human being and that's why nobody wants to be around me. I'll probably just be a failure. I know everyone has gone through something. Some people have it worse... so maybe that's why nobody gives a shit.