Hormone rant!

With 3 miscarriages before this pregnancy, I had vowed shortly after my positive to enjoy every moment, no matter how terrible, of pregnancy. I haven't held down a damn thing in 3 days, and I am just.... can I take it back? I promise to love every moment except this one! Husb brought home Sea- Bands, ginger gum, and a stuffed polar bear for moral support while he's at work tonight.

P.S. Dude, I am so so in love with this child already. My heart swells and I tear up every time I picture my new babe. My husband is right there alongside me on this. We have dreamed for this child for 2 1/2 years.