I have no friends and my husband doesn't want to bring his coworkers to the baby shower in case something happens (they are police so they are very busy people). I don't have family in state except his family which are not interested in my pregnancy. And well... really I just want to share my love and happiness with loved ones. My MIL says I'm putting up a pity party so more people will come see me and I get free baby items... It is depressing...