Hickeys ?

Asking for your opinions if you all like hickies do you like them big or small ? I don't know I go home right thinking my hickies would be very small ; medium I turn on the light and they are literally this damn big . Sorry for the cussing 😭But I just want to know because when I see them I literally freaked and told him it was so childish and bad that I had to use make up so people wouldn't see , &' he literally got mad and called me immature 😕So I left him ? Was that the right thing