so depressed

Steffi • Have 3 amazing children. 2yrs-14yrs . X
Just lost my 6th baby, and people keep telling me how I should feel. You've lost 6 so you should be used to it now. Least you are happy with not trying any more!! Wtf??? 
You have 3 kids so miscarriage isn't a problem, no reason to be sad!! 
I am allowed to grieve?? Feel like giving up on it all.