I feel abandoned...

Well a week ago I thought I was getting chaptered out of the army for height and weight issues. The husband decided it was best that he went back home to give us some much needed space after a couple of heated arguments. Although it was the hardest thing I had to do in awhile I let him go. He said that during this time he would be setting up a new life for us.

A day after this happened my bosses decided that I wasn't getting out and I could stay in if I wanted to. We decided that I should until my ets date. Even though this was the best option, I still feel like he abandoned me and left me here by myself. Any thoughts ?