love so long ✈️

So a guy I'm dating and he's moving to Canada to be closer to his dad and he found out he got accepted to a school down there we love eachother but he's contemplating if we should do long distance because he doesn't like texting and using his phone Which at this point I'm actually used to it by now but now but hei asked him if he just wanted to end things and he was like "no I at lest wanna think about it." I'm sad and I'm scared that I'm losing the guy I care for so much I of course I told him I'm happy for him and I understand why he wants to take this opportunity cause he never really had a good relationship with his biological dad but he leave in august this year but I just wanted to rant honestly I can't help but cry every once in a while thinking about it and it's hard not to I try to do the things that make me happy but when the day is done I go back to being sad (also I've done long distance before and it didn't work but I'm scared/ nervous to do it again kinda and when he was hugging me after he told me the news he was contemplating if he was making the right choice but I asked him how he felt about it he said it felt right but he still seemed like he was thinking about it