regretful

I'm 17, and I've been all the way with four different guys. Only one of those guys I had feelings for, the others, including the one who took my virginity, I barley knew. I feel like such a hoe and I don't know how to feel better about it. I wish I lost my virginity to someone I loved. Most of the girls in my school have a much higher body count but I wish mine wasn't four.