Just totally gutted. Been crying nonstop

This was our 3rd month ttc #2. We fell pregnant with #1 first try...so this is absolute torture. I can just feel I'm not pregnant this month, and we bd A LOT and literally covered ALL bases. 😭😭😭

I didn't use opks this month so not even sure when I ovulated.

I have a 31-32 day cycle. Period supposed to start next week Monday/Tuesday and all hot are ugly bfn.

All of my friends fell pregnant with their #2's almost instantly and here I am, most likely going on to 4th month ttc #2.

I am 28 hubby 32...why the hell is it not going as planned? 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭