My crush

So Im crushing hard on this guy.We have known each other since the 4th grade.We dated in the 4th grade and partly 5th grade too (puppy love ).Then we lost contact.Found him on facebook and we kept in contact in high school and also tried dating again but it dodnt work out due to his high sex drive.

Now that we are alot older I wouldnt mind us getting to that point of dating again and actually working out this time.Ive always a thing for him but the sad thing is he doesnt want a relationship.He told me hes scared of getting his heart broken.Idk I think that sadly he just sees us as being cuddy buddies.But I really wanna settle down.

Ugh maybe I should stop communicating with him altogether...idk