feeling empty

It's been almost two months since my miscarriage at 7 weeks. It was my first pregnancy. My brother in laws girlfriend just had her baby yesterday and it made me have the emptiest feeling. I'm so happy for them but I just feel so much pain in my heart. Everyone who's been through this knows that pain you get in your chest every time you think about what could have been. Me and my husband are actively trying again. I just ended my first cycle since my miscarriage so that made me feel better. I know there are so many of you going through the same thing. It sucks to have that bitter feeling toward other people who are pregnant. I want to be happy for them but it's hard. Anyway hopefully I'll get my rainbow baby soon. I hope all of us get our rainbow babies. Baby dust to everyone✨🌈❤️