I'm confused

So I have a boyfriend now. And I don't want to have sex with him beciase I'm not sexually attracted to him for some reason. And everytime he try's to have sex I push away. And the guy who took my virginity which is the only guy I been with still text me here and there. And he's sexy like I'm so attracted to him but coming from this mouth "he wants to play with my feelings". Which is a no no. But I also want a fuck Buddy which is a guy who works with me and we flirt all the time like he seen me nude and all but I'm confused someone help me I don't know what I want. The first guy treats me good but has no money to provide for me at alll. The second one I'm attracted to him more and he will always be apart of me. And the last one. I want nothing. He's a player