Scared!

At my 36 week checkup I was told that our little guy is too little (4lbs 10oz) and he's frank breech. (Butt down, toes touching his face) Lung function, heart function, brain function, and movements all look good but because he's so small they are talking about doing a c-section sometime in the next week or possibly 2 if he continues to be ok. All of a sudden I go from having a baby in a month to having a baby in a week. I start non-stress tests 2x a week beginning Monday to keep a close eye on him. After the initial panic I've managed to pack my bag and his so we're ready. The car seat is installed and ready to go. All my important people/work have been informed.

But here I am at home while my awesome hubby is away for military training going over all the ways this could go wrong. I know we'll handle this just like we handle every thing else. But I can't help but feel so scared. I just want our little man to arrive safely and healthy.