stress rant

My partner and i have been TTC for 7months. (Baby #2) This cycle i was 5 days late for period (my hopes were high and started to allow myself to want to buy a hpt) and this morning my stupid AF turned up :( WORST cramps and just feel like screaming and throwing my hands up and giving up!!!!! I have been so bloated, HUNGRY, bathroom trips more often.....Im never late on period so this was such a big deal and such a hope for us😪 feel like deleting my apps and stop tracking my body work so much!!!!! Its such a dissapointment especially after TWO fake positives only last month💔.... not fair!!! So angry at my body today!! Off to cry!!!!!! Thank you for letting me rant! baby dust to you all 💖💙