really in my feelings tonight.. anyone else?

I'm worried. I know I don't have a normal cycle but I'm on day 33 and I honestly don't think I've ovulated. I'm getting frustrated, taking my temp. every morning, ovulation test after test and it always being negative. There women all around me in my life conceiving without even trying, having perfect cycles and ovulating every single month on the dot. knowing they are ovulating and then boom, the next month pregnant. I try not to get worked up about it, and to not stress. But everyone here who is TTC I'm sure understands the feeling. I want my first baby.. More than anything. I want to know that I can get pregnant. I've never wanted anything more than to be a mom 😔