It's so hard to accept. My miscarriage detail, don't read if this is what scares you.

This is my first miscarriage at 5 weeks and 4 days. When I 1st saw blood my heart sank. I was immediately panicked. I was told by my Co workers to go to the ER immediately. Even after we were already short handed. Doctors couldn't give me a diagnosis and left me hanging with "threatened miscarriage due to inaccurate u/s" I tried not to stress and worry and only kept positive that my cramps n spotting was only normal. I had a 2nd ultrasound and the tech said it's not baby making u bleed but then my doctor said to wait for my hcg levels. So I went home with high hopes but then the cramps got worse and the bleeding brighter n more clotting. My bf felt so helpless so i tried to calm down and then it happened in the toilet. I felt him or her slip out. I'll never forget the feeling. We were so devastated and heartbroken. My family kept telling me nothing happened so they made me go back to the ER the next day. With still a little bit of hope the doctor concluded my hcg levels significantly dropped and my nightmare was real. It hurts when they say it happens and how common it is. You always think things like this won't happen to you but it does. I'm sorry to anyone who has been through this. I pray we all get through it and have the courage to pick ourselves up and try again.