Kind of disappointed....

I like the saying "everything happens for a reason" .. you deal with infertility, you deal with mental and emotional abuse , and after 5 months of breaking up, you see that he's a father. You tell yourself "impossible it's only been 5 months and that baby is at least 5-6 months old" I'm not mad or jealous , just disappointed you know, he put me through a lot, from moving me out my house to making into this little submissive girl, made me think we'd become something big then kicked me out his house , I did move on but saw a picture of him and the baby with the caption "my world" funny I sound like a little girl rn, it's just not something you take easily....