time for the truth💙 Rape survivor

Everything was fine until I left lunch to go to a bathroom outside of a softball field where he followed me into pretending to go to the vending machines. That day my life changed forever. 

My rapists name is Chris he is to this day still free. Chris cornered me on a red bathroom stall and began to jab his fingers Inside of me. I think you can tell where that was leading to and a few minutes later my virgin innocent self was taken advantage to and my innocence no longer existed. My soul slowly died with every thrust until a sergeant found us and took him away. That day I became a Rape victim, this took two weeks to process that I was Raped. 

8 months later the military police called me after sending me back my cellphone with all the evidence deleted, and my prosecutor said these exact words: "you will never win against the military."

Of course it took me a very long time to try to attempt to at least accept it. It's now 4/7 2017 And I still cry everyday, there is never a day I don't think about it because you never really can. You can't just get over it. It changes you and your whole entire life. 

People have to know how important it is and that they aren't alone. Rape doesn't define you and it isn't ever the victims fault, don't let the rapist have that biased control.