makeup or no

I have lost about 35 pounds and quit cutting this year and I'm really working on my confidence, because not only did lossing weigh make me feel better it also caused me to develop a couple bad habits such as becoming bulimic . Even though I did loss all weigh the right way when I started to level out I started to feel so ugly because I wasn't lossing weight . I'm really happy with how far I have come, and  I'm just trying to decide what to do when in comes to makeup, because I really rely on it .