Sexual Harassment

Anywho we went on a trip and a lot of things happened that lead up to this moment but that is insignificant. Basically he was my seat partner on the ride home. That was a problem for me. I don't do well with strangers. Well I was right at this moment for not feeling comfortable. In my sleep I awaken to inner thigh caresses traveling up my leg. I switch positions for I hadn't opened my eyes and just assumed I was dreaming and switched my seating arrangement. However I somehow went back to the more comfortable position in my sleep and the caresses resumed I opened up my eyes to realize it was him who was caressing. I pushed his hand a way and thank God he got the message. I reported it just so he couldn't do that to other girls. And even though it was insignificant in comparison to full out rape. I am still very traumatized just by the idea of something like that happening to me. I know I'll be okay but it's taking sometime. And this is my way of getting it out. But I do wonder why didn't I scream or yell or make a sound. I don't understand and I wish I could because now I have nightmares of the situation in worse conditions. Idk. Am I crazy?