doctor appointment

I have a doctors appointment on Friday don't know what to think about it yes I want to be pregnant but after the news today it's like wtf my first kid we just got engaged no good timing are second child a month after she was born he lost his job third child he didn't found a job and we had to move so they could knock down house to widen the road and know the landlord is selling the house and have to move in 90 days it's just like wow