Am I a Bad Mom

I was in the ER sunday for severe stomach pain in the upper part. It would double me over. No contractions and baby was fine after a trip up to L&D and a bout of puking.. i was back in the er for fluids and labs which was all ok.

I still have the upper stomach pain. Diarrhea for the past two days. I havent had much of an appetite because when i eat i get the pain. I feel the baby kick here and there. All i can keep down is a glass of milk ginger ale fruit cups apple juice some rice.. am I hurting my baby? I am so paranoid im not eating right for him.but I have no appetite or when i eat it makes my stomach hurt.

I just feel like im hurting the baby.