Im done!

I'm so fucking done TTC!!! We've been trying for 8 months already and nothing has happened. Why? I don't know but its started to get me so fucking mad instead of sad. I'm used to seeing a negative test but I can't take it any more. This shit is the worst pain I experienced! And to make it worse is a lot of my cousins are pregnant wtf!!! I don't even know what to do anymore. I ovulate and have unprotected sex when I do and I still get a shitty negative. Fuck TTC I give up! I'm not sure if it's him or me that's the problem but I'm tired of it! Why can't it just fucking work after this long. I'm leaning towards using preseed because I don't produce a lot of wetness down there. I tested at 12 DPO=NEGATIVE! I tested today at 14 DPO=NEGATIVE! WTFFFFF!!! Any one else tired of TTC?