I'm truly jealous 😔

I know you should never ever compare yourself to someone else but I can't help it. I'm 23 years old.

Everyone around me (my good friends as well as acquaintances) are experiencing things I've always dreamed of but it isn't happening to me. And I'm sad.

My 3 best female friends have all become engaged within the last year and a half. One of my guy friends and his girlfriend have 2 kids. Another friend bought a house with his wife.

My point is everyone is with the loves of their lives and working towards marriage/starting a family. Except for me. And it kills me. A friend of mine for engaged last night in front of the frigging Eiffel tower (she and her boyfriend/now fiance were in Paris on vacation and he proposed after 7 years of dating after meeting in high school.

I'm just so glum. I'm happy for everyone of course! But why can't I be in love and why doesn't someone want to date me or marry me or have kids with me. I'm a loner. And it sucks. I want to be there so bad. It kills me. I just feel so alone. 😔