Feeling alone and defeated

My AF wasn't due until May 5th, well it decided to come tonight😔. I'm disappointed because I never realized how hard it was. Me and my fiancé have only been trying since January and I know a lot of couples have been trying a lot longer, but it still hits you hard every time. I feel alone because when I seen it, I cried and then I cried in the shower and then I told my fiancé when I got out; at first he didn't respond (which hurt even worse) but then he asked what I said, so I repeated and he says "I knew it!", then he asked "your dot came a week earlier?" Like I was lying. Then I cried more and just walked out of the room because it just hurt my feelings too much to be around him. I just feel like I'm broken or something.