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having a super hard time right now.

Heather • Mon, May 01

Hello everyone I just join this group. And I just wanted to tell my story my first miscarriage was in October 2015 and I was 3 1/2 months along I don't know what I was having I didn't know was pregnant to a month before I had it. The baby stopped growing at eight weeks but my uterus continue to grow I never got to see my baby on ultrasound monitor. And a very complicated miscarriage I didn't expel all of it myself and had to have a D&C I didn't get a ultrasound picture for this one

My second was my second was in June 2016 and that when I didn't know I was pregnant I was maybe a month

My third and most recent one was four weeks ago. And me and my husband were very very excited this time had a very good feeling about this one. I did everything right did everything I was supposed to do. I ended up miscarrying at 15 weeks. But the baby had stopped growing at seven weeks so my uterus again thought I was still pregnant after miscarrying. I had to have another D&C and right now all I can think about is my baby that I never got to see you never got a hold never got the love never got to know what her smells like or what her laugh is like a whore her cry was like war never going to change your diapers at one in the morning my babies on my mind heavily tonight. Pictured below is my ultrasound picture from when I found out that we were losing her or him. This was one of the worst days of my life.