Did anyone else have major 2nd time mom guilt?

I am spending the day with my 3 year old and getting induced tomorrow and I seriously can't stop crying about everything! I don't want to leave him when I'm in the hospital, and everything aspect of our life is changing. I just want to hold him like a baby and kiss him and he's having none of it! I know it's just nerves and hormones, this is just all new to me as I'm an only child.