my life as a poem

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I'm going to tell my life in a a sort of poem 
When I was young  born a month too early 
I had surgery that nearly killed me 
The skill it took to save my soul
I was three days old 
Three days 
Three days of horror 
Post traumatic stress disorder 
At the age of 5 I got strep
I never new what would happen next 
What happend soon was sure to ruin 
My life as I knew it popped like a balloon 
Overnight my life was over 
Obsessive compulsive disorder 
I lost weight
To much to bare 
20 pounds
Such a scare 
I stare so blanky at my life
My mind made my crazed 
My head in a faze 
It was over I thought  
I could not go on but no 
My hands bleed
My mother said
I had a problem 
I did
I did
At age 11 I was suicidal
There is nothing that rhymes with suicidal 
Depression
Death was the only cure? 
When I came true 
The truth be told 
I basically had just sold the next year of my life 
My family broke 
My hope all gone 
I attempted to kill myself
But I lacked that skill
I'm now so glad I didt do
However then I was so mad 
It's now so sad I tried 7 times 
I was sent to a mental hospital 
It's impossible to think that I was 12 and crazy
No I'm sane 
Don't call me insane just because 
I cut
I scratch 
Depression is a inaginable thing 
Pain 
They said I'm skitafranic 
I'm not skitsafanic 
Eating disorder 
Not a chance 
So many meds 
I lost my head
I never left my bed! 
They call me crazy 
They called my phyco
More like I'm braver than you 
This is not true 
If I was strong people say it would not 
Have happend 
I tell them to shut up
They don't shut up
Bullies never shut up
But I'm stronger now 
More so than ever 
So many surgerys  
3
To be exact 
No 13
Year
Old 
Should go through what I have so many things wrong 
Was I a mistake 
No I'm me 
Me is perfect 
Nobody's perfect 
But I am stronger than a NFL player 
I am compationate 
Am
Abigail rose