what do you think?

Ok so this morning my husband tried to have sex with me like we always do but I didn't want to because I wasn't feeling it ... not even last night but I tried to make an effort.. he kept on insisting and asking what's wrong but I didn't want to hirt his feelings that I didn't want to have sex because he always finishes fast and he never makes me finish at all.... at first in our relationship it was all good and exciting... but two years later and I just have teouble trying to concentrate or even get an orgasm😐🙄 Like I just have so much on my mind and specially when we fight we say things to each other but he says things that just stay in my head .. so now I'm like embarrassed like if I lost trust in him to get naked infront of him... but that's not it... I feel like he will never be able to pleasure me how I want to! Maybe I'm just bored of the same routine or doing it everyday 2/3 times a day... maybe I'm just tired of having sex with him idk... is this wrong for me to think like that...?