loving myself

So a couple month ago I cut all my hair off but the front. I gotten a new love for myself and I brand new confidences out myself. But lately I just don't know what to do. Like I hate my body I hate myself I feel like I'm still ugly I just don't know what to do. I have a loving husband who tells me I'm beautiful all the time and a 1 year old daughter who is my muse. I loved my shape before I got pregnant but after I had lost so much weight and now I'm just unattractive. I try to make myself feel beautiful and I do for that moment but wen I got out I just get in this nutshell. I hide it so my friends won't see it but I hate myself. When I tell people I'm insecure they don't believe me because I'm so good at hiding it. I wish I cud for once feel beautiful.