What a he'll is wrong with me?! So annoying!

I always talk about wanting a good guy. I finally get a good guy and he's putting me on a pedestal but I can't seem to find him attractive, wtf! He's giving me everything I deserve but I feel like he's not my type (attraction wise). He's 36 I'm 28.... I look really young for my age. People always think I look 22. he on the I her hand looks 36 and he's a little short... I feel all over the place with this😔

I know I should look at the bigger picture he's painting but, there is a but at the end 😔