sitting here not so patiently waiting for AF:(

Boots 🖤 • Expecting our Rainbow 🌈 Due Sept 2023
This has been the worst month by far in my TTC journey:( 
I always go 24-26 day cycles no matter when I ovulate. Here I am at day 28 and still no AF. The worst feeling is just waiting for it to come..and trying to keep it in my brain that "I ovulated late..I'll bleed late"..glow is predicting me at expected start date in 2 days..that's cd 30. I have NEVER had a 30 day cycle in all my life. 
I'm not optimistic that "this could be my month" because it's been over 1.5 years of bfn's and disappointment every month:( 
So here I sit..waiting... ugg what a crappy  feeling