Last June we found out we were pregnant with our second child

​I had a missed miscarriage. On July 31 2016, is when our 2nd baby decided to leave my body. I was destroyed. I had 2 people at work who were pregnant with me, pretty much the same due date. It was so difficult to see them and their little bellies growing. it was so difficult to see any babies. The flood doors would open and I just couldn't stop crying. Our due dates came and I was a mess again. They all brought their babies in.even though I was so happy for them, I couldn't help but be so sad as well, knowing I would never get to hold my baby, or even know if it was a boy or girl. It took almost a whole year and I could finally hold a baby without bawling.

​We have been trying for just shy of a year for our rainbow baby. And today I just took another test. I finally for my double lines again! It is very faint. But it is still there! I can't wait to share the wonderful news with my son especially.