Missed Miscarriage Grieving

I got my BFP on April 1st. Husband and I started just a couple months ago TTC after 3 years together. Fast forward to my first ultrasound, EGA of 8w4d based on reliable LMP and this app. Bloodwork immaculate, 33 years old healthy, right? Baby was only measuring at 6 weeks, no cardiac activity :( Two consecutive hcg levels show drop in numbers. One week later, baby has shrunk in size, still no heartbeat. I'm completely devastated and so is hubby. I chose to have a medical intervention with vaginal misoprostol. Took late Monday morning and passed my baby early Tuesday morning. Now I'm just feeling empty and sad. Anybody suffering, know you're not alone.I at first refused to believe what was happening to me and the baby, but it wasn't meant to be :( I'm going to give myself about three months to heal and we'll try again. Right now, I just really miss my baby. I don't think I've ever been as happy as I was those almost 10 weeks of pregnancy 😢