breastfeeding

Am I the only one who feels sad when breastfeeding? Not PP depressing just out of it like it's not your thing to breastfeed . I've been feeling like that lately and my husband doesn't help when it comes to it . Because well I'm the one who has the milk so he can't help me feed the baby at night which sucks because he loves helping me out . And when he tells me your the one with the milk not me good night . It kills me and makes me wanna cry . I don't know if it's still the hormones or just me overwhelmed or what . But ugh I hate the feeling .