I don't want to breastfeed

Please no judgment. I know the pros and cons of both!! It's more drilled into you at Navy hospitals than what I'm used to in England 😂😂

My husband really wants me to breastfeed. And I was planning on for a while but lately I've been having second thoughts. I want to breastfeed while in the hospital and possibly for a week or two after. But knowing me and how self conscious I am ill be embarrassed to breastfeed outside of my home or while we have guests. I also like the thought of husband being able to feed him...

I don't really know how to tell my husband this though as he really wants me to breastfeed