depression

So my family keeps getting on me about me not  enough stuff for my kids but yet I just spent three hundred dollars on all three of my kids  they don't even help me financially so why they keep saying to me I wanna cry bc I am trying my hardest but they keep putting me down I don't even have enough money to buy me stuff people don't understand it's hard being a single mom with two and a half kids like I am trying really don't need the stress on me I am trying damn crying they making me feel bad .......!!!!!! 😭😭😭😭😢😢😢😢😪😪😪😪😪😪