over it..

I'm on here to vent. I don't care if people see this or not.. I am depressed . I'm lonely and I don't have any friends. It takes a lot to make myself get out of bed everyday. It takes a lot of me to talk to people in person. I try so hard to make people like me even my co workers talk about me behind my back I just feel alone in this world . I don't have any family it's just me .. I just want a real friend who is understanding .. and wants to hang out. I just want a family.. I wish my family loved me.. they all could care less about me. I was in foster care for 8 years and I tried to connect with them and got nothing. I'm just so sad.. I do not know what to do with myself.. 😔